thank you selfdefiant for your walkthrough escape games and gamezhero for your wide variety of games and most of them are easy
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Age 25, Male
Employee
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Porto Alegre, RS, Brazil
Joined on 9/14/21
Posted by raphaelcarrard - November 21st, 2023
thank you selfdefiant for your walkthrough escape games and gamezhero for your wide variety of games and most of them are easy
Posted by raphaelcarrard - November 18th, 2023
bro... i think Zone-Tan has just become my new waifu 😵💫💜 alongside Monika
now... i have two waifus 💜😊💚
for other peoples and followers: don't say anything to ZONE 🤫 because i am a little shy 🙈 but I don't think she'll care about that 🙂
Posted by raphaelcarrard - August 19th, 2023
since I gave up art, from now on, I'm going to focus on games here at Newgrounds
Posted by raphaelcarrard - August 19th, 2023
i don't know, I see that art is not for me. in the beginning when I drew, everyone liked and praised. today, times have changed and it seems that there are artists much better and more popular than me and there are some who compete to see who can draw better. Every day that passes I feel outdated and that's really bad.
what for me was supposed to be a hobby or leisure, it seems that nowadays you need to be talented to be recognized/acclaimed... I, clearly, am not and never will be.
I tried... and lately some people keep saying that my art is rubbish, blocking me, canceling me, calling me pedo, etc...
the hate I received lately was so great as to put an end to it all.
since 2019 making art, starting on Instagram and expanding to other social media. Most of the comments I got were not nice at all. So much happened that I ended it.
okay, I'm aware that my art is rubbish, that my characters are rubbish and don't even deserve to exist. I never thought it was that good.
my self-esteem declined in 2023, my mental health is not going well.
I'm going to delete and replace some drawings here on Newgrounds with new ones... if it doesn't work here and on any other social network, I will definitely give up art. because I feel like I'm not welcome within the artistic community and if that's what some people think, that's fine... I'll stay away from it.
I will not delete my accounts because I know I have friends here and on other social networks who love and support me. Sorry if there was any fanart I made for you that I ended up deleting... I just need some time and start over from scratch.
that's all.
Posted by raphaelcarrard - August 10th, 2023
boy... if that number of medal points were followers... it would be behind only Derpixon
Posted by raphaelcarrard - June 10th, 2023
rolling the dice and with a lot of agility on the mouse and keyboard, I managed to reach this mark 😊
Posted by raphaelcarrard - February 11th, 2023
who wants to add me on Discord, this is my username
raphaelcarrard#8789 or raphaelcarrard