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Rapha @raphaelcarrard

Age 24, Male

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Porto Alegre, RS, Brazil

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Posted by raphaelcarrard - November 15th, 2023


the same mental health problem happened to me when Friday Night Funkin' came out in 2021, and this problem had come back to affect me again with the The Amazing Digital Circus.


I don't hate these works, but when these types of works are released and get a lot of hype, it seems that everything about the type of work is forgotten and everything is focused on that work.


I didn't hate The Amazing Digital Circus, I liked the animation. But your numbers (more of 100M views on Glitch's channel) left me depressed.


that remember that when I created my characters in 2019, I had a dream of making The Adventures of Rapha a success, being recognized and imagined them having a lot of fans, fanarts, toys, nendoroids, t-shirts, costumes, ... but time passed and I was not successful... but that's ok, maybe one day they won't be recognized


I wanted to thank @ErsatzShield291 and all my friends and followers on social media for helping me cut this stigma and get back to being better after all the pain I was suffering, because if it weren't for them, I don't think I would be here anymore.


It's complicated, but I'm already feeling better and this doesn't happen to me again 🙏


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Posted by raphaelcarrard - November 15th, 2023


damn 😳🤦🏻‍♂️


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Posted by raphaelcarrard - September 26th, 2023


most of Munguia's games are easy to get medals ^^


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Posted by raphaelcarrard - August 20th, 2023


if you have DeviantArt, this is my link:

DeviantArt


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Posted by raphaelcarrard - August 19th, 2023


since I gave up art, from now on, I'm going to focus on games here at Newgrounds


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Posted by raphaelcarrard - August 19th, 2023


i don't know, I see that art is not for me. in the beginning when I drew, everyone liked and praised. today, times have changed and it seems that there are artists much better and more popular than me and there are some who compete to see who can draw better. Every day that passes I feel outdated and that's really bad.


what for me was supposed to be a hobby or leisure, it seems that nowadays you need to be talented to be recognized/acclaimed... I, clearly, am not and never will be.


I tried... and lately some people keep saying that my art is rubbish, blocking me, canceling me, calling me pedo, etc...


the hate I received lately was so great as to put an end to it all.


since 2019 making art, starting on Instagram and expanding to other social media. Most of the comments I got were not nice at all. So much happened that I ended it.


okay, I'm aware that my art is rubbish, that my characters are rubbish and don't even deserve to exist. I never thought it was that good.


my self-esteem declined in 2023, my mental health is not going well.


I'm going to delete and replace some drawings here on Newgrounds with new ones... if it doesn't work here and on any other social network, I will definitely give up art. because I feel like I'm not welcome within the artistic community and if that's what some people think, that's fine... I'll stay away from it.


I will not delete my accounts because I know I have friends here and on other social networks who love and support me. Sorry if there was any fanart I made for you that I ended up deleting... I just need some time and start over from scratch.


that's all.


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Posted by raphaelcarrard - August 10th, 2023


boy... if that number of medal points were followers... it would be behind only Derpixon


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Posted by raphaelcarrard - June 10th, 2023


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rolling the dice and with a lot of agility on the mouse and keyboard, I managed to reach this mark 😊


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Posted by raphaelcarrard - March 25th, 2023


i'm a cashier from Carrefour hypermarket

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Posted by raphaelcarrard - February 11th, 2023


who wants to add me on Discord, this is my username


raphaelcarrard#8789 or raphaelcarrard


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